Blissful Confusion
As I look at the lonsome sky
I sit and dream
I think thoughts of you
Far too good to be true
I think to myself
If only I loved me
As much as I love you
I'm blue, depressed
Personality test
I failed with the best
And I'm feeling bad even though nothing's wrong
~"I don't want knowledge
I want certainty"-David Bowie
~"Who put shit in the taco?"-Beck
~"The fact that I'm alive disproves all religious ideas"~Me
~"Don't tell me how to cut my crumb cake!"-Teirk
~"Sometimes I wonder if I'm still alive. 6 feet down at age 25"-Brain Slade (Ballad of Maxwell Demon)
Dude, the beginning was really nice, but it turned blah towards the end. Kinda cliche, but its all good ^_^
@~}~~~
Xx Demoness xX
"All that is gold does not glitter. Nor all those who wander are lost." - J.R.R. Tolkien
"She wears a coat of color, Loved by some, feared by others, She's immortalized in young men's eyes"-Creed
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::Looks at the Poem::...::Blinks up at Screen::...::Looks at the Poem Again::...uhhhhhhhhh...well, I think that we all know that you have problems now. Just Kidding ^-^. It was cool, but you seriously need to work on your self - esteem mister-I'm-gonna-wear-blue-eye-shadow-on-the-first-day-of-school-to-piss-off-the-administrators...lol. Anyway, keep up the poetry. ^-^
"I know your like is empty
and you have to face this world alone.
So you're searching for an angel
someone who can make you whole...
I can not save you. I can't even save myself.
I know that you've been damaged
your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you...
I can not save you. I can't even save myself.
So Just Save Yourself!"
~Stabbing Westward; Save Yourself
Magnet for Negative Energy Cloaked in a Conundrum Wrapped in an Enigma Smoking Church Lady
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(9/6/01 4:35 pm) Reply
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AHHH!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!! The qoute is - I know your life is empty and you hate to face this world alone. So you're searching for an angel someone who can make you whole You got the last part right. You shall payt tomorrow for getting Stabbing Westward's quote wrong! Anyways don't say anything about Cecil eye shadow. I loved it! And the scarfs too hehehe.
Societys Reject
"It seems so bizarre but none of this matters. Thoughts disappear, hope has died.........the truth and the lies confused as one. I can't believe in anything sacred when I don't believe in anything." -Stabbing Westward
"And I descend from grace, In arms of undertow, I will take my place, In The Great Below" -Nine Inch Nails
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(9/8/01 11:26 am) Reply
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Damn....eyeshadow and scarves... I still wanted to freak them out by coming on to them while wearing a dress...ah, but the one thing graduation has stolen away from me.... Well, at least I don't have to be up before 10 anymore ^_-.
Regards,
Cyrus
The God of Obscurity and All Things Nonsensical
Magnet for Negative Energy Cloaked in a Conundrum Wrapped in an Enigma Smoking Church Lady
Posts: 330
(9/8/01 4:48 pm) Reply
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I think they're even more afraid of me now hahaha. For one I also got necklace like my lovely bracelet Cyrus. I'm just glad the admin don't ever fuck with me. After all near the end of last year everyone thought I was going to blow up the school but thats another story ^_^
Societys Reject
"It seems so bizarre but none of this matters. Thoughts disappear, hope has died.........the truth and the lies confused as one. I can't believe in anything sacred when I don't believe in anything." -Stabbing Westward
"And I descend from grace, In arms of undertow, I will take my place, In The Great Below" -Nine Inch Nails
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i like Cecil's eyeshadow...i got to pick it out. Maybe I'LL freak everyone out and wear a dress. No, blowing up...levitation. Anyway, back to Cecil's poem...I like it but it did kinda turn to mush. Don't be so low self esteemed!
*Bye*
"The alcoholic bastard waves his finger at me and his voice was filled with evangelical glee. While sipping down his gin and tonics, preaching about the evils of narcotics, and the evils of sex, and the wages of sin, while mentally fondles his next of kin."
Cyrusy2k Bored Likes the Green Thank You Very Much
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(9/9/01 8:44 pm) Reply
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By the by skittle, love the Boingo quote. Insanity kicks some mean ass sometimes.
**Can't seem to find my way. Someone tell me what to say. Where am I going? Where did I come from? I'M SO BAD!**
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Yes, over the summer i went quite insane...now i worship Danny Elfman. Wanna join my cult?
"The alcoholic bastard waves his finger at me and his voice was filled with evangelical glee. While sipping down his gin and tonics, preaching about the evils of narcotics, and the evils of sex, and the wages of sin, while mentally fondles his next of kin."
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...::takes quick breath::...HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...::takes another breath::...HHHHHHHHHHHHH...: asses out from lack of air::...::regains consciousness::...Noooo!! Skittle Goddess!! Not you too!! DANNY ELFMAN IS NOT A GOD...DAMNIT!...: ulls out a detonator and plush Danny Elfman is seen just seconds before an enormous mushroom cloud appears::...::Evil Laughter::
...anyway...I really have nothing against Danny Elfman I just felt like rambling and destroying shit!
"...under a sky of dust.
A constant wave of tension on top of broken trust.
The lessons that you taught me,
I learned were never true,
now I find myself in question...
They point the finger at me agin
guilty by association...
I want to run away
never say good bye
I want to know the truth
instead of wondering why
I want to know the answers
no more lies
I want to shut the doors
and open up my mind."
~I have no clue who sang it, but if you have any idea I'd like to know. ^-^ ...P.S. Sorry if I miss quoted.
Magnet for Negative Energy Cloaked in a Conundrum Wrapped in an Enigma Smoking Church Lady
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(9/12/01 7:15 pm) Reply
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You're right!!!! PUSTULIO IS GOD!!!!!!!!!! I'm creating a whole religion around him now so I can use it against the admin and say it's my religion. Hehehehehehe This will be fun. And the Bible shall contain the..........DOOM SONG!!!!
"It seems so bizarre but none of this matters. Thoughts disappear, hope has died.........the truth and the lies confused as one. I can't believe in anything sacred when I don't believe in anything." -Stabbing Westward
"And I descend from grace, In arms of undertow, I will take my place, In The Great Below" -Nine Inch Nails
Life without me, would be even more unbearable - Lestat de Lioncourt
::goes on a rampage and violently beats AngelofDestruction with a bag of Skittles:: leave Danny Elfman alone...and yes he is god, besides, everyone has to worship someone. Just listen to him...if his voice isn't the definition of sexy, i don't know what is.
Thank you and goodbye!
"The alcoholic bastard waves his finger at me and his voice was filled with evangelical glee. While sipping down his gin and tonics, preaching about the evils of narcotics, and the evils of sex, and the wages of sin, while mentally fondles his next of kin."