I myself have never taken anti-depressants though one of my friends has just told me that they have to now take them. I actually do not wish to use any drugs wether they be OTC or not. I think that one they do more harm than good. i also feel they weaken your immune system. I prefer to allow my own body to fight its battles but I'm off the subject as always. Actually I do believe you could find a way out of such. I feel I had been very close to being put on such. When I was going through my pathetic(and I stress this) , suicidal, I'm so goth(as Teirk calls it) stage and all that. Fortunately I learned and I try to help others. I do hope your not suicidal but if you wish it i can help you out. I also hope you stay around ^_^. I'm trying to to get things running around here once more. We used to have people here everday posting but things happened and well everyone left.

Larson Sier

"Lost in a world of doubt and insecurity. Nothing that you hold sacred, nothing you believe. Life is a contradiction, while you thrive on manipulation. I fight to just hold on to what I believe! I wont become thing thing I hate! I wont become you! You've treated me like I'm a worthless peice of shit. You think you're in control but you make me sick. I want to watch you suffer, the way that you made me suffer. I want to suck on everything you've ever loved!! I won't become the thing I hate. I won't become you! I won't become the thing I hate. I won't become you"-Stabbing Westward

"Staring at the sea. Will she come? Is there hope for me, after all I've said and done? Anything at any price. All of this for you. All the spoils of a wasted life. All of this for you. All the world has closed her eyes. Tired faith all worn and thin. For all we could have done, and all that could have been. Ocean pulls me close, and whispers in my ear. The destiny I've chose. All becoming clear. The currents have their say. The time is drawing near, washes me away, makes me dissappear. And I descend from grace in arms of undertow. I will take my place, in the great below!" -Nine Inch Nails

"So you want tell you the story of my life?"