I feel it inside me.........

I do not know the direct meaning of what you speak; for all it is different.

My word to you is ask questions, pay close attention to the feelings you are having and try to put the puzzle pieces together.

No one can answer what you are or what is going on with you.
That is something that only you can answer.

" The beauty that stands before you is death, Her kiss is poison, Her gift is pain, I am that beauty... that pain, that thing that will poison you and leave you dying screaming invain..." (Property of NightAngel of Darkness) <a href="http://pub49.ezboard.com/bdarkenedangels ">Linger within the shadows... </a>

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Illenval New Toy Posts: 1 (12/30/02 10:46 pm) Reply	I feel it inside me......... Its burning in me. I have felt these feelings lately, changes in my mind and emotions. Every day i feel this hot passion burning inside me. I dont know what it is.......its like something i have never felt......anger, lust, passion, spirituality all mixed into one. Sometimes i feel as though i could create a whole new world, other times i feel as though i wish to destroy it. I am so very angry......sometimes it is all i can do to keep it beneath the surface, to keep from lashing out. Sunlight has begun to hurt me. It always has but it has been intense as of late, even in the winter when all is grey. When i am in the sun for any amount of time i start to feel this tingling uneasy sensation, lightheadness, sometimes slight nausea. During the day my energy is drained out of me and i tire so very easily, regardless of how much sleep i have gotten. during the night i am invigorated and energized and i am taken by an overwhelming wanderlust, the desire to roam the streets and be one with the night. I have also been feeling this strange urge to bite and to be bitten, the thought of it arouses me mentally and sexually. the sight of blood (which for the longest time has made me somewhat uneasy) has of late fascinated and excited me. i can feel the sunlight pierce my eyes........it hurts me. i search out the dark. what does it all mean?
NightAngel of Darkness Daemonic Lover Posts: 1423 (1/21/03 9:28 pm) Reply	Re: I feel it inside me......... I do not know the direct meaning of what you speak; for all it is different. My word to you is ask questions, pay close attention to the feelings you are having and try to put the puzzle pieces together. No one can answer what you are or what is going on with you. That is something that only you can answer. <font size=1><i>" The beauty that stands before you is death,<br> Her kiss is poison, <br><br> Her gift is pain,<br><br> I am that beauty... <br>that pain,<br> that thing that will poison you and leave you dying screaming invain..."</i><br> (Property of NightAngel of Darkness)<br><br> <font color=purple> </font> <a href="http://pub49.ezboard.com/bdarkenedangels ">Linger within the shadows... </a></font>

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